Sometimes I just want to sit outside with someone and talk all night

I love people. People are awesome. But at the same time, I dislike people. They're so complicated. And different. And strange. And unique. And nice. And very very unique.

Talking to people, expressing feelings -- it makes me feel "warm and fuzzy" (Seriously, where did that term come from?) But warm and fuzzy is a very good feeling, in my opinion.

Today I feel like I've talked to a lot of people I like, and talked about subjects that I like. Fun. :D It's really amazing how wonderful you can feel just joking around with people, being sarcastic with others, flirting, etc. (Okay, maybe that list is just for me :P) But you get the idea, right? If you're really sad about something, many people are just going to be like, "Oh, just ignore it," "It will get better," "It's going to be alright." But the thing is, sometimes it might not get better too soon, and it might not be alright at the moment. And maybe ignoring the problem will only stress you more. But really, take my advice. Do something you enjoy. Seriously. (Unless you don't have much that you enjoy, in which case I feel sorry for you because I recommend that you have an activity that you enjoy, whether it be singing or dancing or browsing Tumblr.)

:)

So currently I'm looking for good Roleplays that I can join on Tumblr. I've heard that they'll give me a lot of writing inspirations and whatnot.

Peace!

Smile! (:

There's one thing about sports that I hate

Volleyball season during PE is almost always the worst time for my friends and I.

For one, volleyball is my worst sport. Basketball is super fun, soccer is tolerable, and I'm even a bit decent at football. But volleyball? 1) The sun is always somehow in my eye 2) Mostly I stand around doing nothing because all the other sports-over-enthusiastic guys take the lead 3) There ARE sports-over-enthusiastic guys!!!

I am so sick of them, and we've only played two games with them. As aforementioned, I am not the best at volleyball (except for serving the ball, in which case they allow me to do without objections), and so when I fail to hit the ball when I'm expecting someone else to hit it, they yell at me and tell me I suck. (Really.) When I actually manage to hit the ball, it just flies out in the wrong direction (I wonder how that happened) and they yell at me and tell me I suck. (Really.)

AND THERE'S MORE. When our team loses a point or something, they RAGE and EXPLODE and YELL AND SCREAM AND SHOUT and CURSE AND STOMP AND RUN AROUND AND ACT LIKE CRIMINALS OR SOMETHING. >__< My friend said so herself, those guys are most likely the guys who will get arrested after watching a football game in which their team loses or something.

Sighhgh. I kind of want to punch them a lot. But whatever.

Tara singing off.

Smile.

My Dear Apologies.

I can't believe I was too lazy to blog for the last two days!

Sorry. Sorry, sorry.

I would say It's not going to happen again! except for the fact that is will happen again, so yeah.

But let's get this over with.

Paint drips for the month!!

So download it from here or from my Paintdrips Wallpapers page! Whichever floats your boat.

Lately I've been practicing my acting without even thinking about it. If I need to act cool around some guy, I'll do it flawlessly. If I need to pretend that I put money in someone's backpack (to pay them back for something that they don't want to be paid back for), then I'll pretend that I did it, but subtly, and make sure they find the money later. (Whew.) (hehe.)  And, if I need to act confident, I'll do it.

Flawlessly.

I am seriously really amazed at how good I'm getting. (But of course, if I would have to factor in a bunch of TVs and cameras and half the world watching, then of course I'd get a lot worse, but DON'T REMIND ME AT THE MOMENT T___T)

So yeah, anyways, I hope my acting/confidence/talking-to-people skills will further improve.

Ttyl. (Does anyone even say that anymore?)

Smile! (:

Weekly Wham #3

Today I went to a courthouse to take notes and write a report. Most of the people were really kind and nice. But it was kind of scary, seeing that we were in the face of criminals. LOL. But it was fun and we got to meet a Public Defendant, some sheriffs (oops. eheh.), a bailiff, a District Attorney, and a JUDGE. It was really awesome and I wish I could do it again. (Except for the overly-intimidating sheriffs and guard people)

Okay, I'd like to present to you this week's Weekly Wham. The third. :)

I would love a horse/pony/thing like this. Very cute. Spunky. The landscape is beautiful, and it would be awesome to ride this horse through the fields. :) And, uh, hello? Chinese New Year? Today? (Yay!) YEAR OF THE HORSE!! This is going to be a great year, since horses will be considered lucky and I <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 horses. (But not in the omg-why-is-this-thing-so-cute-i-need-one-right-now type of feeling (I hate those people) but the omg-it-would-be-so-healthy-for-me-to-ride-some-and-I-would-love-to-meet-some-of-these-powerful-and-terribly-smart-creatures type of thought.)

This kind of makes me miss summer right now. I. K. R. Tara?? YOU of all people MISS SUMMER??? In case you weren't informed, I hate summer because it's so hot and boring and lazy. But there are still many good things. Maybe I can create an alliance with summer in order to get some warmth into my snot-wracked body. (In case you weren't informed, I'm sick today :P)

This makes me really miss autumn, too. But the bad thing about this is that there are no beautiful landscapes (or horses) such as the ones in this picture anywhere near where I live. I. Need. To. Live. In. Autumn.

Okay, I really need to sleep right now. See you next time!

Smile!

Am I sure?

I'm never sure. Ever.

Maybe I should go watch that movie? Nah, it's probably not any good. But the trailer looked good. And I read the book. The book was good. But movies are never as good as books. On the other hand, I have three hours to kill. But I could be spending that time doing homework...But I would rather watch a movie. But I don't know what to wear to the movie. Nah, the movie's probably really bad. But Rotten Tomatoes said it was good. But nah, I could be writing or practicing my acting in my room. But movies are basically like a documentary on acting. And I do love watching movies. But then again it's no fun if I'm alone...Nah I'll just stay home. Okay never mind I'm going. Oh wait on second thought...

The above = my mind.

Okay, well maybe not as clear and concise as that. Just a little bit more jumbled and words and strings of sentences floating everywhere.

Uuuuuuurrrgggghhhhhhhh

Excuse me. I'm gonna huddle under my blankets 1) because it's cold 2) because I'm tired 3) because I'm sleepy 4) I'm sleep deprived 5) I'm cold 6) I'm hungry 7) oaiejfoisjdflsejlwijemcjweofijweofieowietqweprosi

Tara. Signing. Offffffff.

Smile. But sleep first.

(Let's pretend that this post was posted on 1/29/14)

I always forget to post my post right until the next day arrives. So let's say that I'm sorry and get over it quickly before anyone ever remembers it happened.

Okay. Cool.

So. Like.

How's it going.

Good?

Good.

Okay. Cool.

I need to sleep.

Bye~

Smile~~~~

All I want for Christmas is some sleep

I've been gradually losing sleep ever since the beginning of January. Whether it's because I'm up late reading, playing games, or doing HOMEWORK, my new average time for sleeping is around midnight.

And I'm not proud of that.

I actually like sleeping early. But the thing is, I can't always bring myself to do it. Like right now. It's 10:40, and I still have several pages of homework to do, excluding studying and organizing my messy messy paper-filled binder. So I guarantee I won't go to bed till after eleven.

Tara signing off.

Smile. (: